Today was a really a down day for me. I went to Dr T this morning and told him about the alfafa supplements I had been taking and how I read that alfalfa may be another cause of inflamation. So he tested me for it and sure enough I cannot take it anymore. It definately has played a part in how I have felt for the last 3 weeks. He also found out that MSG is affecting me which is in soooo many foods. He explained to me that I must STOP eating ALL tomatoes products and potato products along with any MSG. Well I must say, it sent me down. Then we went into the emotion part and it really got me. It is so impossible to explain what he does or to even attempt blogging about it so I won't even try. What I can say is that I know I must change my diet AGAIN and have to have a better outlook than I have in the past about it because like Dr T said ...this is the easiest thing that I CAN control and as bad as I have felt these past few weeks, salsa...pizza. french fries....they just aren't worth it. I know that me being home and not working is playing a role in my emotional state bc I truly am a people person so to be home day upon day is not really a good thing. I keep asking the Lord, do I go to work partime somewhere again? At this point my body doesn't feel good enough to think about that so I just wait to see what the Lord directs.

I really want to learn more about this blogging stuff and make it look nice and not like just a journal so I am still hoping to get with my friend so she can teach me the ropes.